Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Going off the 2010 Rocker with style!

Ok!  So as most of you know I've been off the blogger scene for QUITE some time now, and I've promised my friend Krystal aka Army wife 101; I would start writing again.  Not sure what the hell I was thinking with everything on my plate, but I do love to write even if the only person I amuse is myself!  It's got to count for something right, or it's the thought that counts.  Whatever the quote, it doesn't matter!  What matters it that I'm in front of the keyboard again and making an honest effort to get back into something I really love to do.  Talk or in this case write.  Talking to much is the main reason my husband Brian refuses to go shopping with me.  He swears I go not to shop, but just to talk to anyone and everyone.  What can I say?  I grew up in a family that talks non-stop and we had to talk over each other just to be heard. 

So, I've decided to get off my 2010 rocker so to speak and bring in 2011 with a renewed spirit.  Don't we all say that every year?  I know I have, but I mean it this year.  1st thing on top of my list is to get this Fibromyalgia crap under control and plant my foot up my Army provided doctor behind at the same time.  I think his prescription pad is awful lonely because he told me that he believes I have unresolved "childhood" issues and I am a highly functioning "psycho-suppressed" person that I should seek professional help, because I was bringing all this unexplained pain onto myself on a unconsciousness level. 

Hello, jackass please take your cracker jack box degree out of my head and keep your observations to yourself.   He really had me going there for a minute thinking I should go ahead and reserve my spot on top of the tower!  Don't get me wrong, I'm very thankful for our medical services for what they are.  I'm also thankful for all our service members and the duties they provide that allow us to reap those benefits.  What pissed me off so much was this is a general practitioner just inserting his personal opinion on me with no background what so ever in depression or Fibromyalgia, and was reading the fact sheet off the computer from the 80's.  Never mind how far studies have come since then, he was penned and ready to write up any prescription he felt I needed and even had the nerve to tell me....I was in deniel and needed to seek counseling.  Wack job!

Whatever Trevor!

So to get off the gas on that one because trust me I could rant and rave forever and that will only put me in a mood and I've got to cook dinner or else Aaron will think he's starving and I can't have that.  I will keep this post short and sweet as just to let everyone know I'm good and getting back to writing....thanks Krystal for the kick :)   Special shoutout to all my battle buddies....army wives who help keep us other strong and focused.  I love and cherish my friends. 

Anyways, I know I'm kinda leaving you all hanging.  Think of it this way, you'll have something to look forward to for the next post.  Just wanted to get a few words in.  What do you think of the new title.  I'd love the little jab and truly it's a touch of my own sarcastic personality that rarely comes out anymore.....Medicated and Motivated!  That's me. 

Peace Ya'll!

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